Goodbye, My Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?

Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

Wow, it's been a whole month since I posted here. I've actually had lots of time on my hands and I was too lazy to post here haha. Anyway, it's a lonely day today. Today's the last day of my being a bummer. Sad, right? But then again, it has its ups and downs. One up includes cash! I'm gonna be earning cash! Who doesn't like getting cash? Another up is that I'd be doing something productive and something that would keep my mind sharp. *Just remembered I have to read up on current events just so I'm updated. Hay..*

So I've had some realizations in my life (haha), with my about-to-change lifestyle, and here's what I got:

Life has its ways of playing tricks on you. Just when I found the perfect pastime, the date for my looming career was only about a week away. Frustrating. Haha and now I won't be able to play as much as I want. But it's all good I guess. If I discovered it way back, I would be skin and bones right now and have huge eye bags. I'd be dying.

Basically that's it hahahaha. Just one realization. So I made this entry to say goodbye to my lover.

Dear Bummer,

You have been a great lover. It saddens me to have to part with you. As foreseen circumstances have arrived at my doorstep, I cannot do anything to prolong its arrival and this has led me to have no choice but to follow it wherever it may lead me. Needless to say, I have both enjoyed and loathed our relationship together. There were times when I knew you were sick of me and, believe me, I too. But these times are all normal in any relationship. The good times and the bad times. But I must say that I have not enjoyed the good times as much as I could have for it has come at a later time when we both knew this relationship was about to come to an end.

I remember the days when we used to have fun together. Playing, having fun, going out with friends, drinking (which I cannot do anymore thanks to you!), watching tv shows together, reading and many many MANY others. Believe me when I say that it pains me to have to do this. But as we know with life, things come to an end and we have to move on and learn from those endings. They are, after all, the start of a new beginning.

With that I must say that you have been great a company for me and I'm sure you would do well to provide the joy to others as you yourself have given me.

Goodbye.

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LOL. That's my S.A.D. day letter. Belated S.A.D./Valentine's Day to you! Anyway, I read this great passage in Our Daily Bread for February 14. It talked about - you already know what it is right? - Valentine's Day. It was about the best place to find love. The love note is from one of the most famous verses of the Bible:

For God so loVed the world,
That He gAve
His onLy
BegottEn
SoN
That whoever
Believes In Him
Should Not perish,
But have Everlasting life.

(I can't align the bold letters so bear with that)

Cool right? Haha. John 3:16. That's for those who are depressed that they are single and does not have anyone to share what this - Valentine's/S.A.D - day was all about.

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I'm anxious for work to start. Of course, there will always be the first day jitters but I think it's gonna be all good. I'm re-reading Dan Brown's books except The Da Vinci Code as I still remember what that was about and the ending, etc. I really wanna watch Angels & Demons! It's a great novel, much much more exciting than The Da Vinci Code, and the plot twists are unexpected. The ambigrams are cool too.

I'm also starting this Project 365 thing. Thanks Merie for telling me all about it. This project is about taking a picture a day, the subject being anything that was significant for that day or something you noticed for the first time. Or basically anything that catches your eye. Too bad I can't use my cameras for this as I use film and it takes a longer time for it to be processed and uploaded here so in the mean time I'll use my phone's camera. I wanna buy the digital camera I want already!!! Here it is:


Nice right? Haha. The features are awesome too. So when I have that finally, I'd be using it! Doh. I just hope I'd be able to complete the 365 days. Remind me!

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Since this entry is about sadness and emo-tivity (lol), let me part with you with this picture of my niece:


Haha. I meant to post this for sometime now. I just keep on forgetting it. I guess it was meant to be posted in this entry! Hahaha. That was taken some time ago and she looks a little different now than in that picture.

Work! Here I come!